Dear you..

Dear you,

I am so happy you are doing well up to today. I can see your improvement in few things in your life from time to time. Especially from the time when you are so down and almost give up on your studies.

I wanted to tell you that to have you doing internship in the same company as where I'm working is the most happy feeling that I have. Do you know why? Because I can meet you almost everyday, I can have lunch with you, I can help you in few things, I can see your fatigue and happy faces after work, I can see your hardship and being discipline worker, I can see your effort to learn things and all is I can see you standing and smiling when we are about to disperse in front of the lift to go back our own office :)

I can feel I am so happy even though I know that there are possibilities that I cannot have you (I don't want to think thou). To be honest I am putting a very very very high hope on you for my future. But, only Allah knows what best for us. Hurmm.... I am so afraid to ask you again about us, I don't know when the time is suitable for us to talk, I am afraid that you are again rejecting me. I know I cannot push you, but I am everyday pray for the best and hope that Allah will guide my heart for the right things.

For time being, I wanted to be the only person that you will see whenever you feel happy and sad. I wanted to be your more than a best friend supposed to be. I wanted you to know that I cannot lose you unless I will lose my own self (okay, ni macam bunyi over haha but betul la kan huhu)

I am so afraid of what coming next.

But I know He has plans for us. The best one. Allahu..

Ok, good night :)

The problem is me

Salam 5 Ramadhan :)

Dah Jun 2015, how time flies. Currently tengah sem ketiga, nak completekan first year aku. Uuuu tak sangka, but sem ni sebenarnya kena struggle lebih sebab nak baiki pointer. Skrg cam 2.9+ and all I need is to make it 3 sebab minimum requirement for masters is 3. Please, doakan aku k. Cuak jugak sebab subjek semakin susah. Setiap kali ngadu kat mama, mesti mama cakap: "tu kan pilihan Fatin, jadi jangan mengeluh la..face it" hihi betul la tu :p

But the problem is aku ni:

1. Asyik tangguh kerja sampai last minit T_T

2. Buat kerja halai balai asal siap -__-

3. Tak buat revision dah study apa ja

So what do you expect to score? :[

Ok ok mulai saat lepas taip post ni, aku berubah inshaaAllah! 

Chaiyyokkkkkkk!